Archive for ‘Poems’

November 26, 2012

Pretend

Pretend
for a second
That you love me
And I love you.
Simple
Pretend I trust you
And you, me
Pretend then that you believe
That I won’t change
You
Lets pretend I let you in
You turn the key
Pretend I jump into the abyss
Pretend you took my hand
And jumped
Now pretend
For a second
That we weren’t pretending
We won’t say a word
And love in a kiss

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July 9, 2012

Stop

If I was a car
Then I could stop
for real.
The brakes take too-
Emergency brake.
But there is still
The Radios circulatory system of thoughts.
Oxygen fighting hopelessly for me against CO2.
Granted: Oxygen.
Expel its enemy,
Give it purpose
to give me purpose
Using it or using me?
The engine diaphragms-waiting
GO GO GO it rumbles
Sit still
yet still refuses to be stop
If I was a car
I wouldn’t bother braking.
Be more rash than emergency braking!
Whether I was at 100 or 5
I would turn the key
So I could stop
I wouldn’t matter if I was moving
since being still isn’t stopping.
Stop thinking
Stop breathing
Stop being
If I was a car I could stop
long enough to rest
vamp myself according to my tune this time

June 12, 2012

When I love you

I love
your voice,
My Heart
Your Lips,
My Eyes
Your skin,
Can’t Touch
I love you
Here
I love you
there
I love you
now
I love you
then
Not tomorrow:
you will be
gone
I love you
there
But I want you
here
touch
kiss
love
but I can never love thee
for you wont wake up tomorrow
here
for me to love

May 15, 2012

Dare I say love quotes?

“You tickle my heart to a giggling youth I thought lost”

“I love you, yesterday, today, tomorrow”

“Forever is a breathe that evades us, so I promise to always love you today”

“I love you x^3”

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May 7, 2012

One two three

One two three
Heart mocks
abusing
BLOW
A luring thought
Seconds away: peace
Clubbing at you
One two three
Minute-feel
A point
Doubling over
Tripling thoughts
One two three
Ours are hours
Fuck coke
Rambling heart
To a
Brain thumping
Idea
Two good reasons
Three words
To peace
“Just do it”
Seconds, minutes, hours
Who needs coke
When you have a brain like hours
To stay, pay
To stop it, obey
Sleep? Not think
No more
Hours, minutes, seconds
Three, two, one

May 2, 2012

I want, not

I want to write
Clever
Without letters
I want to kiss you
Without lips
I want to choose
without thinking
I want you
Without me

April 17, 2012

White

Eve bit the apple
Sinking into its white poison
Her white teeth-
Fangs-
Disguised by her luscious lips:
A smile
Whitened corpse
White bones leeched by our sinful flesh
White mocks us
Binds us
White Picket Fence
White Dress
White Panties and White Bras
Aha!
White paper
Cuts so delicately
White:
Cut it, snort it, embrace it
An honest white
No propaganda
Snowing subtlety on your skin
FUN!
Angels, Snowmen, Sledding
Lies
Frostbite, Chapped Lips, Frigid
White
Tricks us
Makes us
Addicts
to this false notion of hope
Ignorance in Innocence

April 17, 2012

Gone

The sun teasingly unveils itself from its glistening ocean as it undresses its light
Light that crudely infiltrates my eyes
Eyes bloodied by the anguishing waking reality that you are gone
Gone with the nights cautioning tide of a spiteful heart
Heart engulfing my vessels with bittered-poisoned blood
Blood havocking into my brain in lacerating hate
Hate that was love
Love that was not there
There that I wanted to escape
Escape from sincere trust belittled by mistrust: then and now
Now lips draught of speech sewn all truths in the traitor within
Within, my heart morses every beat for freedom
Freedom is my master who has connived to imprison me
Me who foolishly freed myself from you, my friend
Friend who selfishly-selflessly bound my mouth to your ear
Ear which entertained with love my thoughts, myself
Myself which I threw away
Away from you:
My true best friend

Written May 2010, notice the repetition of words

March 21, 2012

Slip

Love me now
Holding to your griping hope
I bead between me
Watering me out.
I am slipping.
Love me now.
Love who I was?
No.
Sea of love when you see me
Now
Not who I was
Then
What I could
Be, not me
Hope in me …
What if I slip?
I don’t love me
You love me, not I
Before I slip,
Before you go,
Hold this rock.
Dry my secrets into nothingness
Bleed my sins onto myself.
So that when I
Slip
Fall
Back
You won’t be above
Looking
Down
Wondering
If you could love
Me
Still
March 5, 2012

Title

I lie to everyone-all the time.
Turn back the clock.
Close your
Ears
Mouth
Make the world blind.
Live
someone else’s life.
Divulge
this strangers
secrets.
Become someone else.
Insecurities
built this stranger.
You molded
your shame into
their strength.
You
let them envelope your being
while you’re busy dieing inside.