Posts tagged ‘friend’

April 17, 2012

Gone

The sun teasingly unveils itself from its glistening ocean as it undresses its light
Light that crudely infiltrates my eyes
Eyes bloodied by the anguishing waking reality that you are gone
Gone with the nights cautioning tide of a spiteful heart
Heart engulfing my vessels with bittered-poisoned blood
Blood havocking into my brain in lacerating hate
Hate that was love
Love that was not there
There that I wanted to escape
Escape from sincere trust belittled by mistrust: then and now
Now lips draught of speech sewn all truths in the traitor within
Within, my heart morses every beat for freedom
Freedom is my master who has connived to imprison me
Me who foolishly freed myself from you, my friend
Friend who selfishly-selflessly bound my mouth to your ear
Ear which entertained with love my thoughts, myself
Myself which I threw away
Away from you:
My true best friend

Written May 2010, notice the repetition of words

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March 21, 2012

Slip

Love me now
Holding to your griping hope
I bead between me
Watering me out.
I am slipping.
Love me now.
Love who I was?
No.
Sea of love when you see me
Now
Not who I was
Then
What I could
Be, not me
Hope in me …
What if I slip?
I don’t love me
You love me, not I
Before I slip,
Before you go,
Hold this rock.
Dry my secrets into nothingness
Bleed my sins onto myself.
So that when I
Slip
Fall
Back
You won’t be above
Looking
Down
Wondering
If you could love
Me
Still