Posts tagged ‘frustration’

April 30, 2012

I am…

I am a Dog
dog dog dog
wag-wag-wag
wag my tail
smile smile smile
All the time trying to make you:
SMILE SMILE SMILE
kiss kiss kiss
want to kiss you al the time
no no no
I don’t want your shallow interest
no no no
can’t you hear me bark
No No No….
I want you by my side
WTF I don’t want to be a dog

I am a Cat
cat cat cat
can’t you hear me pur
pur pur pur
It means “I love you”
love love love
I want to be close to you
warmth warmth warmth
Here’s a rat
rat rat rat
for
you you you
It’s a token of my love to you
no no no
you give me a disturbed
LOOK LOOK LOOK
you don’t like how I pur my love
no no no
WTF I don’t want to be a cat

NO NO NO
don’t know what to be
neither seems work to me
all this love comes easy to me
but you gotta give me something
back…back…back…

NO NO NO
now I am a Bull
BULL BULL BULL
smashing myself against:
WALL. WALL. WALL. WALL.
that won’t budge
Budge? Budge? Budge?
WTF I don’t want to be a bull

now I really want to be a rabbit
YES YES YES
and
HIDE HIDE HIDE
in a hole
where I’m safe
safe safe safe?
with the warmth…warmth…warmth…
and the grumbling of the earth
and its dirt tenderly kissing me coat
but I cannot be a rabbit
Wait WTF? Why Not?
CAN’T CAN’T CAN’T
because the earth isn’t you
no…no…no…
wanna feel like I am
HERE HERE HERE
Yours…yours…yours….
not like a dog
trailing for you affection
no no no
nor like a cat
purring for you love
No no no
because I end up like the bull
going nowhere
make me feel like I am
Yours…

*Written January 2009

March 5, 2012

Asphyxiation

Asphyxiation
Gasp…breathe: scared!
Seconds to break down these beating walls
Time sands
Heart chained
Eyes paint his tragedy:
The last survivor in Pandora dies…
Betrayed by his mere essence
Crippled by trust
Poisoned by reality

July 5, 2010

Sand

Heart ricocheting for a way out
Left right front back
Scrambling to escape
Fingers gripping the coiling serpent
That slowly wrapped itself around me.
Fool who took the embrace with love
Face white with flooding rivers of inflamed veins
My vision blurs as my lungs yelp in fear, helpless
I think of you
Your slender caramel skin and dark wavy hair
I think of you
When I kissed you and your smile
I think of you
When I embraced you with my arms
But as I hold you, you begin to leave
Escaping right between my fingers
Sand
The closer I hold you the faster you
disintegrate
into the wind
Until I am left
alone
holding myself
I realize I am alone
And I stop
My ventricles erupt all my anguish
And I die
Alone

April 25, 2010